Defining Homosexuality:
Are you a Homosexual? Sexual attraction to someone of the same gender is not a contemporary concept. It has been part of the lived experience since the beginning of time. Is there fluidity in how that attraction manifests? Absolutely.
Homosexual Labels:
Often, individuals label themselves or allow others to do so. Those labels include Gay, Homosexual, and the slur Faggot, The labels Gay and Homosexual are interchangeable. They are socially acceptable terms to describe and label those attracted to someone of the same gender. The Faggot label is a slur on the surface that appears hurtful and inappropriate. However, some individuals are drawn to the Faggot label. There is the Bisexual label as well, fluidity in one’s sexuality. However, this post will focus on the Homosexual, Gay, and Faggot labels.
Origins of Homosexuality and Early Experiences:
Homosexual status starts at birth. No one “becomes” Homosexual. No one is coerced or converted into it. If that were true, A Homosexual could convert to a Heterosexual. I have yet to be aware of a successful Homosexual to Heterosexual conversion.
The exposure and experiences one has can shape one’s trajectory with Homosexuality. If one has had an early experience with a Homosexual engagement, that may imprint on them and strengthen both the Homosexual traits within them and their preferred type of engagement; if one has a Homosexual engagement with someone that they feel an intense connection with, they may try to replicate that with subsequent partners or dwell on that during their fantasies.
Homosexual and Gay:
Contemporary society has moved towards a healthy acceptance of those who identify as Homosexual or Gay. As governments have moved to legalize Homosexual unions, many employers have expanded their benefits to include non-conventional families under the umbrella of benefits available to employees. These broad-stroke moves help to reshape the lens of how Homosexuals are viewed.
With greater societal acceptance, it is easier to live as a Homosexual, have healthy relationships, and have stronger self-worth. If others value you and those you partner with, valuing yourself and your partners is more effortless.
Homosexuality, Self-Imposed Shame and Self-Loathing:
Sexuality is a core timber of oneself. Whether one acts on it or not, their sexuality has been with them since day one. Their sexuality cannot be changed. A lack of self-acceptance and a lack of acceptance of one’s sexuality can be fueled by self-imposed shame and self-loathing. Those feelings can be an obstacle to having robust sexual experiences. If you hate yourself for your cravings, for your behavior, you can overwhelmed with shame, destructive thoughts, and behaviors.
At times, those riddled with shame and self-loathing for their Homosexual cravings and behavior have a complicated relationship with the contradictory emotions they experience. They are aroused and driven to satisfy their sexual needs but afterward filled with shame, regret, and self-loathing.
The contradiction of emotions can bring forth a new trigger for arousal. That is humiliation. To be mocked and taunted for behavior as a Faggot. Leaving behind the opportunity to embrace their Homosexuality healthily. Instead, the shame and self-loathing fuels the humiliation that, in turn, ignites their sexual arousal.
Humiliation and Being a Faggot:
If humiliation ignites a Homosexual’s arousal, they may reject the opportunities for healthy Homosexual engagement and relationships. Being labeled a Faggot by others or self-identification can add to the humiliation and arousal.
Behaving like a Faggot (i.e. treating all of their Homosexual cravings as deviant, acting upon them in secret and tinged with self-degradation) can provide the humiliation triggers necessary when dwelling on their status and behavior after the fact.
Sexuality and Feminization:
There is a subset within the Homosexual/Feggot population that engages in Feminization in conjunction with their Homosexuality. Why? Sometimes, it is because they enjoy the fluidity of gender. Perhaps they feel less complicit and less ashamed of engaging in Homosexual acts if they take on a feminine persona. Also, if the Homosexual is submissive, they feel more capable of accessing their submission and sexuality while feminized. It can also can be a combination of these factors.
Submission and Sexuality:
Not all Homosexuals/Faggots are submissive. That would not be feasible. You need a pitcher and a catcher to use a baseball reference.
However, there is a constituency that views expressing their sexuality through Homosexual/Faggot activities as acts of submission. That sexually servicing men is an act of surrender. They are surrendering physically, emotionally, and sexually. This thought process is often inter-laced with humiliation. The submissive views the Homosexual act as the ultimate act of submission in sexually satisfying a Dominant male.
Homosexuality and You:
How do you approach your sexuality? Is it a healthy embrace, engaging in it without shame, self-loathing, and in the open? Or do you approach your sexuality with a need for degradation, humiliated, used, and tinged with emotional masochism?
You are entitled to pursue pleasure, humiliation, and pain if needed. There are multiple paths to practicing your Homosexuality. The one you pursue should best serve your needs, whether it is an open, healthy embrace. It could include enhancements like feminization, humiliation, or emotional masochism.
How you engage can affect the way you view yourself long-term. Will you be boosted by embracing your sexuality or will your self-loathing be nourished by your engagement or even fantasies? Now is the time to engage about your sexuality, your cravings, and the enhancements that trigger you and provide you pleasure, the outcomes you need, to live a robust life, to fulfill your destiny.
Interactive Engagement:
There are two routes for interactive engagement. Check out my services to see how we can engage. The most robust way is via phone. I can be reached at (203) 664-5952 or via text at Premium Chat. I do not require a specific minimum or maximum amount of time per engagement. If your time is limited, please let me know at the beginning of our engagement. I can pace our interactions and respect the time parameters.
If you want to establish an ongoing relationship, the amount of time spent within each engagement is secondary to the continuity of our engagements. Consistency is an essential building block in any relationship. The more I understand about you and your need for an emotionally intimate connection, the more vulnerable you are to me, and the more value you will receive from the relationship. Click here to learn about me, my background, and my philosophy.
Check out the FAQs for more information about Interactive Engagements.
Audio Content:
Suppose the interactive vulnerability is overwhelming, intimidating, or unfeasible for you. In that case, I have hundreds of Audio Clips in mp3 format available at Loyalfans in the Cerebral Domme Audio Store for your acquisition and consumption. I have several Homosexual-themed audio clips available. This is an easy way for you to test-drive my Homosexual philosophy and all the niches I specialize in. Those niches under the umbrella of Humiliation include
- Addictions
- Emasculation
- Emotional Masochism
- Emotional Surrender
- Findom
- General Humiliation Topics
- Homosexual Issues
- Sissy/Crossdressing Topics
I add new audio clips to the LoyalFans Cerebral Domme Audio Store monthly for my specialty niches. Custom audio content is feasible but must fall within my established niches. You should check the FAQs on the site for more information.
Investigate, Invest, and Indulge:
Are you interested in learning more about me and how we might engage? Check out the FAQs page. For information about my philosophy and the introduction to Homosexual issues, click here. The more you learn and understand about me, my style, and my philosophy, the better our chances of successful engagement. Success breeds success.
The foundational pieces of a relationship are built upon one another. With each successful engagement, our rapport will grow, creating an algorithm for more opportunities for your Homosexuality to pepper the landscape of your life. The foundational pieces will include emotional intimacy, humiliation, vulnerability, and introspection.
If you are investing, once our relationship is established and I understand you, your backstory, conflicts, triggers, anxieties, and vulnerabilities, I will be very matter-of-fact in our engagements. You can expect the same matter-of-fact style if you consume my Homosexual audio content.
Epilogue:
This opportunity is to nourish your cravings and your submission. It can feel vexing, daunting, and overwhelming. However, your needs must be met; otherwise, why are you here? Is embracing you Homosexuality the right path for you? Can you take the necessary steps? Are you ready to invest in the path to emotional intimacy?
An investment into something so essential to you as addressing your emotional intimacy needs and submission can satisfy you. Exercising your Homosexuality allows you to flourish in other parts of your life because your needs are being met. You cannot be productive or feed others if you are being starved and malnourished.
If you are a submissive male and want to indulge in Homosexuality, this is an intimate, unique opportunity. I do not ascribe insults and humiliation to the lowest common denominator; every engagement between us is curated to you, your experiences, your anxieties, and all that makes you vulnerable. I look forward to our future engagement and the opportunity for you to indulge in Homosexuality with me, guiding you through the process: Caroline, The Cerebral Domme.
